Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches often start with intense pain around a single eye that lasts for several hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Still, the failure to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.

In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.

In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.

Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.

But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout determines the approach.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.

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